while i watch you

go vember

2011-12-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

if i missed you well thats my fault, if you loved me then thats your fault

boredom

2011-09-20T02:10:00.000-07:00

i'm so fucked-up i can't feel my hands. and head. today

ex machina

2011-08-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

the (not really) crowd(ed)

hello, i'm dominasikapitalis. nice to meet you...xzzhhgskskssssszzx

w..what are these thingsss? i'm dizzzzyyy!

it's university of roof market! genteng rulezzz!

wikked joi suzzan (the real noise, look at that man behind)

zbigniew looked like a plain old loser here haha

part of WAFT's project, ex machina, explored the possibility of sound. i did a sound project called university of roof market with my dear friend, helmi. it was fun to hear the crowd clapped their hands for us after days of pain in the ass of soldering the instrument (my first time!).
the main performer is zbigniew karkowski, music hater(!), johnny greenwood's tutor, and jamu lover.

video wrk #02

2011-08-14T21:59:00.000-07:00

dj arianne and me (subsidiary)

dj danny blacky and me again

acid washed (that i didn't really enjoy)

a very late update. i submitted a video (that i didn't really like) on video wrk #02. it was stop motion (maybe i'll post it later, or maybe not).
i was vjing with arianne and danny blacky in salle france for the opening party. i chose the space merely because too many mosquitoes at the outdoor stage (there were 2 stages, indoor and outdoor).

oh and i'm working on a project, check it out y'all!

what she said

2011-05-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

Eventually she listened to the sound, the verses, the solitude, they were there and still. She closed her eyes tight. Sleepless tight. But the ceiling started to fall apart when she repelled subjectivity. She boiled the water instead of hallucinating back and forth. The water was hot enough and she could not help to recognize that a big fat black sadness waited beyond the sky. Why was the overrated question. Nobody was able to avoid when it leaked, oozed out from the cracked sky.

to kill to die and to be left behind, is to live and livin’

2011-04-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

Dalam mimpi saya, seorang perempuan sedang mengemasi barang-barangnya dalam kardus coklat segede gaban. Saya tidak dapat mengingat apapun yang dia masukkan, wajahnya tertutup rambut coklat panjang kusut. Tetapi matanya layne staley. Bahkan dia bersenandung lovehatelove dengan emotionally fun.

Lalu dia menoleh. Seperti memahami saya yang tidak ada. Yang memandanginya dengan heran dalam mimpi yang seperti setahun lamanya. Rautnya seperti menahan tangis. Namun ucapnya sakit

“innocence creates my hell”

postkaard

2011-03-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

dedicated to the director of evil dead, mr. raimi. pen and gouache on hardboard. for headmade. surabaya, 26 february 2011

headmade

2011-03-18T05:13:00.001-07:00

a comic on postcard project, 26 february 2011 at cccl surabaya. free admission. as always. ha

120311

2011-03-18T04:20:00.001-07:00

now you do what they told ya!

videomapped giant lady

the metal somehow electronic crowd

VJing with electronicgroove aka egrv at balai pemuda. i used my drawing in all of the footage. kinda homemade. but the projector [the real one] ruined it. my footage turned blurry and dull. and power metal was rocking with pretty great crowd beside the building haha.

overall, it was good :D

wounded

2010-11-12T11:54:00.000-08:00

wounded series. gouache on hardboard. for post kard for merapi, solo, 7 november 2010

random doodling

2010-10-31T20:05:00.000-07:00

yes yes, to keep me good. thanks to metacreation painter, the almighty tool.

a bit about 2010

2010-10-31T19:47:00.000-07:00

media: pen and watercolor on paper. title: paku
for Gloomy Alone, drwwwing exhibition. El Pueblo Cafe, Yogyakarta. May 2010

collaboration project with kungfu ganja. media: digital print. title: sun leak
for a tribute to velvet underground, an audio visual exhibition. museum of mind, surabaya, June 2010

"gloomy alone"

2010-05-05T18:56:00.000-07:00

cafe el pueblo, sonosewu, yogyakarta. apparently, i wasn't that gloomy and alone :)

dream

2010-01-09T01:07:00.000-08:00

dream is my reality. to dream the same thing for about 3 nights almost made me believe that my life is a plan. i start to believe those dreams will happen. well, it isn't any nightmare so i gladly accept it. lord, i promise i won't complain if they are really happened.

cigs for style

2010-01-06T17:51:00.000-08:00

i mean smoking is sexy. yes, it is lame. its a part of fashion anyway. i love fashion :D

bored

2009-12-17T00:10:00.000-08:00

hear me spit on you

super oi

2009-10-29T22:07:00.000-07:00

superhero isn't my fav topic. whether it is for parody nor serious term. super oi came from years ago when i was so bored to listen to my lecturer. so i made a comic about me and my friend sitting next to me. she's fat and wore veil. but then i thought that veil made it religious. i never want to put any belief, doctrine whatsoever in my wrk. eventually she [super i] takes role as lady escort, wahahah.. KOMIK EMBUH!

versus

2009-10-20T18:21:00.000-07:00

made by me and nurify. first introduction is friendster and then facebook. and we dreamed about graphic novel. and its over. she's busy with her activities and i can't get back home. so this is it. which one is mine? which one is hers? you know laah

intro

2009-10-12T03:55:00.000-07:00

for Video Wrk 2009, Surabaya

colored [what?]

2009-09-16T19:42:00.000-07:00

strawberry and lust

2009-09-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

so it's delicacy im talkin about

banned banner

2009-09-11T02:20:00.000-07:00

ah, i don't know. maybe its about pile of emotions. i was lazy anyway.

unblue nipples

2009-09-09T22:47:00.000-07:00

renangman

2009-09-09T01:26:00.000-07:00

doodling in the middle of my post-graduation syndrome. pool. drown. hate. hunger.

ifriend 2.0

2009-09-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

more friend. she's my model a couple years ago. i used to call her "super i", but now i call her "say" as in "sayang". she said she hated it. but i think she likes it. i don't wanna be homophobic, babe.. :p

ifriend

2009-09-08T03:59:00.000-07:00

friend. just friend.

skin sewing

2009-09-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

i was sitting and wondering in the library when my room was being painted. i wish i could sew.

can cut!

2009-09-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

these are the series of "can cut". the name of my college gank. its an acronym of cantik and cute. pretty embarrassing, but i like it though. and hey! all members of the gank [are forced to] like it too, hihi

soft offering

2009-09-06T21:49:00.000-07:00

hello craps.